Sometimes the reality 

Strikes 

me 

hard.

I'm going to live with this

for the rest of my life. 

I'm fine.

Yes, But...

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FEAR

     that it will be back

WORRY

     that it really screwed my body up

PAIN

     the aftereffects

     the exhaustion, the brain fog....

HEARTBREAK

     will things ever be the same?

     will I recover this part?

    will I be relieved of the grief?

    will my body feel the same?

SADNESS

      that it even happened

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BUT

      with God

I have a different kind of hope

And He doesn't let me down

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He replaces FEAR with FAITH

                    WORRY with HOPE

                    PAIN with COMFORT

                    HEARTBREAK with PEACE

                    SADNESS with JOY

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- Kathryn M Funk 9/26/23

4 months post treatment

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Let God guide you in this journey. 

It is okay to feel big feelings, to have worry, doubt, and fear. God can handle it! Bring your feelings to Him. He is waiting there for you. He will provide for you in a way I cannot explain. Open your heart to Him and you will be amazed.

I'm here with you too, Sister.